| Name: Eugene a.k.a tAilspo0n Age:19 Words to Describe me: Sensitive, Resistant, Trustworthy, Naive.., Concern, Bad Tempered, Direct.. Others: Everyone Sees me Differently. |
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Fun Times Over... Nuff' Said.. 
Likes: Jap Food. Oysters. Ice Water. Going to The Seaside, Look At The Sea And listen To The music Played in a Nearby 24 Hr Restaurant @ 1-4 a.m.. Singing. Sleeping. Listening Music(all Types) Seeing People happy. Dislike: Being Accused, Ingrates, Hypocrites, Bacstabbers. Main Page |
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*People Im With.. Cant Live Without You
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Wants | "You"... Study Hard, Sleep... |
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Dreams | Part Time/Full Time Song Writer In the future.. Get My Songs Finalised With Music.. Cut An Album Being A Better Person |
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Lovely Moon... Lovely Night... Under the Light... I Bid You Goodnight |
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Im Walkin Awae From Troubles in My life...cause ill find a better day.. |
Saturday, August 07, 2004
Its You I think of everyday..Your Smiles.. The Sparkles In Your eyes..
I looked at you, And Smiled.
And You noticed Me.
It Took My Breathe away.
They Say Love need No reason, And I Understood.
I Want to be a better Man, To be the one You To hold You When Time Are tough.
And Every Second. I think Back of that special Day.
We'd chat and laugh, And I laid My Head Near you.
And We Sat there In Silence.
It was the moment of my life. And I give it all for it again
I wish Time Would Stop.
A Smile Was All there is,
And I saw "You"
The One whom Ive been waiting for all my life
When i thought things would Die out, My Life Crashes, And I Stood there. Bleeding Inside.
One day, We exchanged glances, And The Amber glowed.
I'll Be By Your Side. Always.
Par/By Eugene
Monday, August 02, 2004
When I Looked at You in school today. Part Of me felt happy to see you laughing and smiling.. But Part Of me Was hurting badly.. Tattered and torn.. And I can't speak. Unable to utter a word. I just want to talk to you about the day we went out together.. But yet in school. We created a charade. My brain stopped working. And I just cant think of anything else to talk to you.. The Only way i could speak to you.. the only way possible.. is like the way i spoke to you that very afternoon.. that very evening..
Everytime i smile.. My heart cracks.. Everytime I laugh.. It bleeds A lil more everytime.. Inside.. Im crying.. Whatever I do.. I cant seem to keep you off my mind. My feelings for you get stronger.. and stronger.. And that passion.. What was once an amber Became a Raging fire, Waiting to spread Out of me. In turn. I resisted. And I got burnt..
I cant become numb.. Cause you opened that doorway in my heart, unlocking all my feelings... It takes over me.. Outside, Im Just Smiling at you.. Glancing at you in a distant.. Having casual talks with you..
If i could Cry, The tears Would Be for you. Alas...
I wish I could Hold Your hand.. I dream of you just ytd night.. And I wokeup in an instant, Scurrying for my phone. No Beep, No Vibration. No messages.
-nothing-
And I Lay awake the whole night..... Life is never going to be the same without you
Sunday, August 01, 2004
You make me feel special.. You make me feel different.
I Inhale, and exhale.. And Its Your voice I hear.
Amongst The Tempo, the Beat Of techno.
I drift into slumber Once Again.
And Sorrow Shadows My heart.
Drowning in Dark Water.
My Head Dip Downwards.
I yearn to hold your Hand. But an Illusion.
It fades into thin air.
And I fall..........