| Name: Eugene a.k.a tAilspo0n Age:19 Words to Describe me: Sensitive, Resistant, Trustworthy, Naive.., Concern, Bad Tempered, Direct.. Others: Everyone Sees me Differently. |
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Fun Times Over... Nuff' Said.. 
Likes: Jap Food. Oysters. Ice Water. Going to The Seaside, Look At The Sea And listen To The music Played in a Nearby 24 Hr Restaurant @ 1-4 a.m.. Singing. Sleeping. Listening Music(all Types) Seeing People happy. Dislike: Being Accused, Ingrates, Hypocrites, Bacstabbers. Main Page |
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*People Im With.. Cant Live Without You
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Wants | "You"... Study Hard, Sleep... |
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Dreams | Part Time/Full Time Song Writer In the future.. Get My Songs Finalised With Music.. Cut An Album Being A Better Person |
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Lovely Moon... Lovely Night... Under the Light... I Bid You Goodnight |
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Im Walkin Awae From Troubles in My life...cause ill find a better day.. |
Wednesday, February 25, 2004
Contemplate In This Moment of SilenceStealing that, of A Moment's Pause.
I'd Release All hurts, From the roots of this cause.
Empty Thoughts, Shattered In Shame.
A Forceful Smile, I'd resisted The Pain.
Life Will Never Be the Same Again
Now.. Just Sitting Still
I drive Myself to Clear Conscience..
To think Back of the Rights And Wrongs I did..
To Know I have to set A Path
In My Life..
Dreamiing About Those Happy Times..
We used To Laugh And play..
Seems that Things Are Different Now..
We Each Part For our ways..
Hence, Memories are the only Bond
From Night To Dawn..
Sharing Our secrets.. Sharing Our Pain..
Lifes Full of Suprises..
You Never know when the one you hate,
Could Most Likely Be the person You Need Most Now..
Open Hearted.. No More Shame..
No More Will We push The blame?
To Face things Problems together...
Now And forever...
I held You With Both Hands
Watching You Sleep..
And Lay Down Beside you..
Contented With Your Presance..
Contented With Your Smile..
To Know That This Would Only Last A Night..
To Know That It Would Last A Second..
Cherishing All Thats Left..
That A different Person,
I am Today..
Couldn't Fufill My Duty,
In Loving You Like You Were Again..
That For now..
Worlds Apart..
That Only Fate Had Only Brought Us Together..
To Tear Us Apart..
Love was Always There..
Still, Circumstances Bring us To This Painful Conclusion.
Monday, February 23, 2004
A friendship That Has never Truely Healed... Will Move on.. *smiles*
How Do You Just Change So Fast? You Surely Know How To Hit where It Really Hurts Most... Never Mind, Its Not You, Just me..
If You Ever read this.. I just Want You To try A Cup Of Dry V.s.o.p. Its Just That Feeling.. Now Think 3 Cups Of V.s.o.p.. Yapz.. You get My Drift I hope..
Guess True Friends ARE really Far And In Between. Im Sorry For Being the One Whose Drawing All the Wrong Conclusions......Take Care dude.
Friday, February 13, 2004
When You Feel That Your Whole World Crumbles, And there is No Use Loving.
A Hug Can Sooth The Inner Soul.
Yet, Its Never There. Its Blind
How I tried and Reason
I'd Felt No Love No More..
Bros Which stayed a distant Light.
Love Of a Lifetime
Was never there.. in Sight.
Everytime I tried to Smile
Its Never for me, Just A Pose, A lie
Ever seen the happy days..
Times Of Sorrow, Laid Cold In The Rain.
Whats there To Love, When Love was never there at all.
Loneliness Lingers on..
Wednesday, February 11, 2004
Je suis Solitaire. Je suis Triste. Je Blesse. J'Ai besoin de Quelqu'un Aimer.
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Monday, February 09, 2004
Never Sure If You've seen this side of me.
Much That Im A Person With A Loud Voice.
I Spoke So Softly About this dream.
Remembering You'd say Loves Everywhere..
True Love Was Never Found. I Couldn't Bear..
Wrestling With Studies, Hanging out with Friends.
Thoughts Of You, Again And Again.
Its Always There.. Its Always There..
That Intimate Warmth,
I Always Get
Do You Feel it?
I Hope its Shared.
I'd Tried Sleeping the Days Away.
You Appeared in My Dreams.
What Can I actually Say?
--Missing you Always, Everytime.. All the Time
Friday, February 06, 2004
Admist The Beat,
I Stay As One,
A Soul Who Yearns for Company.
Upon Which I'd Lay Down.
Much To Sleep About,
The More I Slumber.. The Lesser I speak.
Yet My Heart Shows No Boundary
In Which I sink Deeper Into This Void Which Was Caused By Me.
Just Want To Stay At home,
And huggin A Bottle Of Booz.
Knowing That Nothing else right Now Satisfies me..
So Whats This Feeling? This Emptiness..
No One Else Im Waiting for,
Guess I'd Talk to myself, From wall to wall.
Loneliness Springs When You Least Expected.
Now Im Just Smiling, Catching Up With My Standards.
Travelling Along my Time, Ive Gone too fast.
Left My Feelings Behind.
Really Feeling So Cold Now.
It ain't The Wind.. Just this Mixed up feelings.
Dry...