| Name: Eugene a.k.a tAilspo0n Age:19 Words to Describe me: Sensitive, Resistant, Trustworthy, Naive.., Concern, Bad Tempered, Direct.. Others: Everyone Sees me Differently. |
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Fun Times Over... Nuff' Said.. 
Likes: Jap Food. Oysters. Ice Water. Going to The Seaside, Look At The Sea And listen To The music Played in a Nearby 24 Hr Restaurant @ 1-4 a.m.. Singing. Sleeping. Listening Music(all Types) Seeing People happy. Dislike: Being Accused, Ingrates, Hypocrites, Bacstabbers. Main Page |
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*People Im With.. Cant Live Without You
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Wants | "You"... Study Hard, Sleep... |
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Dreams | Part Time/Full Time Song Writer In the future.. Get My Songs Finalised With Music.. Cut An Album Being A Better Person |
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Lovely Moon... Lovely Night... Under the Light... I Bid You Goodnight |
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Im Walkin Awae From Troubles in My life...cause ill find a better day.. |
Wednesday, January 21, 2004
Maybe I'm rightMaybe I'm wrong
Could this be something good?
Maybe I'm weak
Maybe I'm strong
Or am I misunderstood?
Maybe it's time to open my heart
So my head's not upside down
-=Like a clown I put on a show=-
*painted real, even though nobody knows*
Song composing club is so inactive.. Looks like I have to find some other way.. lol
Lying Low in this Act.. This Lie..
Shallow Thoughts Abides to lil' time.
Do Not Live A Life oh so Foolishly.
But I kept Cling on to this cycle... again.. again...
Life's Parting.. Life's Wishing..
All the more its got to be This dream
Where My passion And souls lies Deep Within.
It Stands out so Unclear.
I peer.. I fear..
So I'd Kept Myself in doubts,
As time tix awae.. I know Ive accomplished nothing.
And that Once It Passes.. i know I'll Never get this Chance Again
Tuesday, January 13, 2004
Thought of typing in here for now.. Knowing that nobody will bother or know about this site. I heard this song called Nobody knows it but me.. Guess its d wrong song i should be hearing... sad songs are a dangerous thing to have..
I really feel so... like depress? I dont know if it'll last tomorrow, or will I have the strength to be happy again...
I remembered talking to the 4s before... But guys... A fling is NEVER ok for me. I will not have... or get 1.. I want someone whose really i can give all my love to.. But now I turn to be a lonely soul..
My heart feels heavy.. my minds all crammed up. I feel the walls coming together when I think of love.
Love of 2 people, Love of 2.. love of 2... love of 2..
I really want to find someone serious to settle with.....
Maybe after a sleep all is going to be alright..
I'd laugh in scl, Get madefun off in ohana, Get pissed off by The usual people. Laught, Fake smile... Whatever.
you'd never know, weather izzit friends or love, you are making the right choice. You know it after you regret
And I will once again continue this lonely travel..........
Am i really Bane to live a life... Me4me? Guess Im just So fucked up people just cant stand me.
i need some guidance and direction.
I tried to put up a show,
I'd put my life back on line.
Something's not feeling right inside.
I'd listen my song again and again..
I'd think about you.. What we've been through yesterday..
I'd lay so low right now
During lonely nights.
Knowing i'll never get another call from you.
Still I'll miss your laughter.. I missed how we cried..
Im crying now.. I wanna be love..
Even if it aint you, Aint anyone out there close enough?
Im so sad
-=Nights so lonely.. days are so sad.. I just kept thinking about the days that we had...=-
I'll never get use to live alone,
I need someone to love.
Playing the right keys.. Wrong tones..
How hard I Mug, How hard I Laugh, I can't get this feeling out of my life
Sleepless.. I'd wish I'd known where are you.
Having a fling will never be an option..
So where are you?
It aint poems anymore.........Why am i feeling this way? Every Night I come back after a busy day. And i start thinking.. And thinking.... And thinking.. I should sleep............. Its not abt my friends.. or ohana anymore...
I need someone special in my life
Nobody knows it but me
Wish I told her how I felt
Maybe she'd be here right now
I pretend that I'm glad you went away
these four walls close in more every day
And I'm dyin' inside and nobody knows it
But me
Like a clown I put on a show
painted real, even though nobody knows
And I'm cryin' inside and nobody knows it
But me
Why didn't I say the things I needed to say
How could I let my angel get away
Now my world is just a tumblin' down
I can say it so clearly but you're nowhere around
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missin' you and nobody knows it but me
I carry a smile when I'm broken in two
And I'm nobody without someone like you
I'm tremblin' in side
And nobody knows it but
I lye awake it's a quater past three
Im screamin' at night if I thought you hear me
Yeah my heart is callin' you
And nobody knows it but me
How blue can I get, you could ask my heart
and like a jigsaw puzzle it's been torn all apart
A million words couldn't say just how I feel
A million years from now, you know, I'll be lovin' you still
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
Tomorrow mornin' I'm hittin' the dusty
roads
Gonna find you where ever, where ever you might go
And I'm gonna unload my heart and hope you
Come back to
me
Said the nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but me
The nights are lonely, the days are so sad
And I just keep thinkin' about the love that we had
And I'm missing you and nobody knows it but
me...